Please Pass The Salt

I was blessed by my new daughter in love this week. 
She gifted me with  these salt and pepper shakers that she made with her own two little hands!
They're my favorite color ... and are recycled from  Carter's baby food jars. 
I love them, and after my trip  to Walmart today; I'm seeing them through new eyes.
After getting my groceries, the clerk had a horrible time scanning my items.  When I used my debit card; the reader went haywire  and after the third time putting my pin in, a manager came to help.  Not being able to figure it out; they opened up a new line and took all my groceries back out of the bags and started rescanning them all over again.    When the checker  finished; I had to slide my card yet again and punch in my pin.   Every time I typed  in those numbers; I had this sinking thought; "Was this ordeal  possibly draining my acct three..- now four times of $144.47?   I remember asking the clerk if  that was  possible, back in  the other line.     She answered  yes with her eyebrows and expression, no with her mouth and then shrugging said,  "You  might want to  check your  bank acct just  to be certain."  From that point on; the rest of our conversation was a .... hurried  blurr on my part. Can't say I  remember much after that. 

--Realizing my attitude, walking back to my vehicle  ... I felt conviction.  When  dollar signs started flashing before my eyes with that  big fat minus sign in front of it;  I  forgot all about loving my neighbors- (the two employees who were ready to pull their own hair out trying to help me).... and instead my heart began loving our  bank acct "more."  

 Forgive me God.  

Thankfully the printout from the bank showed only one transaction. 

My balance was good- 

sufficient ...

 just like His grace.

 ...I know my heart... was overdrawn though.  

I needed more salt.