When Tears Fall

I wonder as I sit here.  

Because earlier, this 

God glimmer 

caught my attention to the point 

of shooting photo 

after photo.  

I wanted to keep it...

hang onto it. 

This morning it reminds me 

that He is with my friend 

whos diagnosis is not 

what she ever 

imagined.  

Not what I ever

imagined.  

How do we give thanks

in all things? 

When the future looks 

so uncertain...

shortened...

or bleak? 

When side affects 

snowball from one 

hard thing into the

next hard and 

painful thing?

When tears fall and 

words escape 

especially

our muffled prayers.  

In the quiet 

and in the dark 

and in the light 

and in every 

"all things"...

I don't know God and I 

don't understand but 

I still know and trust that  You do. 

Thank You for my friend.

My heart feels so heavy and

these tears that fall -

I know You see and care. 

May we hold and  behold 

all the moments

of Your God glimmers.

In this 

God... 

In all things

together

we

 give 

thanks.