The past few days here
have felt kinda like a bad carnival ride.
One that only stops halfway into the night
for a few short hours with more tossing
and turning of sleep.
It's just plain hard to shut the mind off sometimes.
I know and believe "healing" is happening ...but the
mental part of all this,,,
it's really... been the toughest.
Much comfort has come from
the word and journaling
Sometimes a love note to the heart
has helped and God's truths remind me that
You can do this thing,
because He says you can do all things
Myguy has been blessing after blessing.
When I tried to turn away and wanted to hide
he cupped this chin and reminded me we're in this thing together.
But I feel ugly... I'm such a mess, is all I could choke out.
Beautiful... mess he says.
And he keeps re-assuring me that this is temporary
and everything is gonna be okay.
And I laugh then I cry and
he knows to hold tighter.
So true to his vow 31 years ago, that with the gracious
help of God he would love honor and protect me,
and live with me faithfully in the holy
bond of marriage.
--Thank you so much Lord.
Thank you in ...all of this.
In every thing give thanks for this is the will of God
in Christ Jesus concerning you.
1 Thess 5:18